Hidden

Don't want to number distances,
hurts, joys, the unknown
things between us

Don't want to go in
a direction that isn't right
left in circles

Don't want to invite desires
I cannot reach
drawing closer to edge

Don't want to do anything
that reminds me, out of control
of you expanding me

Don't want to forget
pulling me up and open
now afraid to look or remember

Don't want to get lost
avoiding words, adrift, see
your light won't dim

Don't want to face
the emptiness I lost, you know
I touched your grace

Don't want to stay away
if you need me, near
but I tear the skies apart