maybe I'm afraid that if I put it into words, if I place them somewhere in the physical world, that I will essentially be mocking my dreams,
drawing up proof for something I don't understand
But if we don't put into words, if we don't bring it into the physical world, how can we be sure that we exist at all? <3 Maybe that's the only way to honour our dreams, maybe the proof is what we need to understand.
Whatever, I don't know if this physical world is enough for me to be sure of anything. But, I think you're right in a way; the proof is what I need to understand. But I fear that I am making up proof that doesn't exist. Essentially creating a lie. Much like proving the existence of God. . . I must simply choose to believe or not.
Which leads me back to the start. Shall I be the mad street preacher shouting out words that mean everything to me and nothing to anyone else?
zonedin, that happens to me often as well. it helps to put the words out in front of me but all too often I get scared for any of a million reasons (someone will read this or misunderstand it- it isn't quite what I meant- the sentiment is petty- my thoughts are foolish- don't I have something better to say- and on and on) and in the end I don't even let them out.
feeling that things you speak are foolish ,are may be misunderstood ,I found out hard way ,that when it comes from within ,you ,as you speak out ,nothing could ever be so foolish or silly ,be misunderstood
,than when I spoke nothing at all or made it sound better in a lie ,rather trusting in all things ,I actually felt .
It's better just speak and let it out ,live in way ,makes ,you happy ,worst thing in life is ,lose yourself
what you speak out ,you understand as everything is a part of "you"
But if we don't put into words, if we don't bring it into the physical world, how can we be sure that we exist at all? <3
ReplyDeleteMaybe that's the only way to honour our dreams, maybe the proof is what we need to understand.
Writing it helps my nearsighted vision, but maybe I already know what is going to become clearer so I hesitate.
ReplyDeleteWhatever,
ReplyDeleteI don't know if this physical world is enough for me to be sure of anything. But, I think you're right in a way; the proof is what I need to understand. But I fear that I am making up proof that doesn't exist. Essentially creating a lie.
Much like proving the existence of God. . .
I must simply choose to believe or not.
Which leads me back to the start.
Shall I be the mad street preacher shouting out words that mean everything to me and nothing to anyone else?
zonedin, that happens to me often as well. it helps to put the words out in front of me but all too often I get scared for any of a million reasons
ReplyDelete(someone will read this or misunderstand it- it isn't quite what I meant- the sentiment is petty- my thoughts are foolish- don't I have something better to say- and on and on)
and in the end I don't even let them out.
feeling that things you speak are foolish ,are may be misunderstood ,I found out hard way ,that when it comes from within ,you ,as you speak out ,nothing could ever be so foolish or silly ,be misunderstood
ReplyDelete,than when I spoke nothing at all or made it sound better in a lie ,rather trusting in all things ,I actually felt .
It's better just speak and let it out ,live in way ,makes ,you happy ,worst thing in life
is ,lose yourself
what you speak out ,you understand as everything is a part of "you"